When I come around there,
don’t even tell me that you’re sorry
What goes around goes around
I never thought I’d be this way
You picked me up when I was down
I think I’ll be okay
And I remember the day that I met you
Yeah I remember those things that you said
You told me that you would love me forever
and it’s boys like you that make me wish I never left there
And when I see you again I’ll be honest
I’ll be there if you asked me to stay
And forgetting might make you forgive me
But I know that it won’t be the same
Hey, it’s me.
I’ve just, I’ve just been thinking a lot and no matter how many times I let my pride get the best of me, I’m always calling this number back.
Out of sight out of mind, I was never even there.
I’m just a fucked up girl looking for my own peace of mind.
Does it even make a difference, when I’m sober I feel pain.
“Ok. You fuck me, then snub me. You love me, you hate me. You show me a sensitive side, then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship?”
– Marla Singer- Fight Club
I know it’s hard, but who are you to fall apart on me?
I cannot spend another night in this hole.
I close my eyes and take a breath real slow.
The consequences if I leave I’m alone, but what’s the difference when you beg for love?
Is it my turn to be happy yet?
If you wanna play it like a game,
Well come on, come on let’s play.
I have a million different kinds of fun when I’m asleep and in a dream that I’m your only one.
Talking to you now is just like when we were 15. Fml.
I still have feelings for you. The question is do you still have feelings for me?