Dee, 22. Western NY. Music, movies, Wizard, Halloween everyday and my boyfriend.

When I come around there,
don’t even tell me that you’re sorry

What goes around goes around
I never thought I’d be this way
You picked me up when I was down
I think I’ll be okay

And I remember the day that I met you
Yeah I remember those things that you said
You told me that you would love me forever
and it’s boys like you that make me wish I never left there

And when I see you again I’ll be honest
I’ll be there if you asked me to stay
And forgetting might make you forgive me
But I know that it won’t be the same

Hey, it’s me.

I’ve just, I’ve just been thinking a lot and no matter how many times I let my pride get the best of me, I’m always calling this number back.

Out of sight out of mind, I was never even there.

I’m just a fucked up girl looking for my own peace of mind.

Does it even make a difference, when I’m sober I feel pain.

“Ok. You fuck me, then snub me. You love me, you hate me. You show me a sensitive side, then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship?”

– Marla Singer- Fight Club

I know it’s hard, but who are you to fall apart on me?

Out of sight, out of mind. I was never even there.

I cannot spend another night in this hole.
I close my eyes and take a breath real slow.
The consequences if I leave I’m alone, but what’s the difference when you beg for love? 

I would kill just to feel less invisible

Is it my turn to be happy yet?

If you wanna play it like a game,

Well come on, come on let’s play.

I have a million different kinds of fun when I’m asleep and in a dream that I’m your only one.

Gahhhh, fsodhgpsoiudfigsb.

Talking to you now is just like when we were 15. Fml.

I still have feelings for you. The question is do you still have feelings for me?